{"id":702,"date":"2014-09-05T08:53:53","date_gmt":"2014-09-05T08:53:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/?p=702"},"modified":"2014-09-05T08:53:53","modified_gmt":"2014-09-05T08:53:53","slug":"nobody-not-even-the-rain-has-such-small-hands","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/2014\/09\/05\/nobody-not-even-the-rain-has-such-small-hands\/","title":{"rendered":"nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2014\/09\/3330__hannah_and_her_sisters_1986movie_.jpg\" rel=\"http:\/\/hqdesktopwallpapers.net\/hannah-and-her-sisters-1986movie\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-705 size-large\" src=\"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2014\/09\/3330__hannah_and_her_sisters_1986movie_-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"3330__hannah_and_her_sisters_(1986)movie_\" width=\"440\" height=\"330\" srcset=\"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2014\/09\/3330__hannah_and_her_sisters_1986movie_-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2014\/09\/3330__hannah_and_her_sisters_1986movie_-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2014\/09\/3330__hannah_and_her_sisters_1986movie_.jpg 1050w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 440px) 100vw, 440px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>That film poster was on my bedroom wall throughout the time I was a student. Where my friends and housemates had thrash metal posters, I had <a href=\"http:\/\/amzn.to\/1u5MOZM\">Hannah and Her Sisters<\/a> but it was for a very sensible reason: it was my favourite film.\u00a0Today I don&#8217;t have one. Not just one. It seems a weird notion to have only one. But back then \u2013 er, when in the hell would it have been? I&#8217;m lost \u2013 I believed the best film ever made was Woody Allen&#8217;s Hannah and Her Sisters.<\/p>\n<p>Now, I don&#8217;t mean I believed that in some combative, argumentative way: I didn&#8217;t evangelise the film, I wasn&#8217;t shocked if you said you preferred Howard the Duck. It was just for me, just fact, just Hannah.<\/p>\n<p>Yet this week it never entered my head\u00a0when asked what\u00a015 films have most stayed with me.<\/p>\n<p>Well, clearly it did enter my head or I wouldn&#8217;t be talking to you about it. But I was tagged in this Facebook meme \u2013 if you haven&#8217;t been tagged yet, hello, you are now \u2013 and I rattled off this lot in a thrice:<\/p>\n<p>Grosse Pointe Blank<br \/>\nTrainspotting<br \/>\nBourne films 1-3<br \/>\nBoyfriends and Girlfriends<br \/>\nMission: Impossible 1<br \/>\nThe Cider House Rules<br \/>\nThree Colours Blue<br \/>\nLeon (aka The Professional)<br \/>\nHeaven Can Wait<br \/>\nThe Shawshank Redemption<br \/>\nCapricorn One<br \/>\nDeathtrap<br \/>\nThe Sting<br \/>\nAmelie<br \/>\nThe Empire Strikes Back<\/p>\n<p>Okay.\u00a0The list is true enough, though Empire was a push to get it to 15, but nothing that I&#8217;d especially be wanting to tell you about. You know what happened next, though. Other people wrote their 15 and I kept seeing ones that I should surely have had. I think the biggest shock for me was that I&#8217;d missed off Twelve Angry Men. (Not ten days ago, I watched the <a href=\"http:\/\/youtu.be\/ejHKA2HI4TY\">Tony Hancock version on YouTube<\/a>. It&#8217;s the one where he says &#8220;Magna Carter \u2013 did she die in vain?&#8221;.)<\/p>\n<p>Nobody picked Hannah. So I have no idea why I finally remembered, but it was a memory with a punch. A flood. Can you have a flood of punches? Central Park in the autumn. The most gorgeous New York City bookshop \u2013 now long gone, I&#8217;m afraid, even before I managed to get to it, which just makes seeing it more precious. Woody Allen&#8217;s character is a producer on a TV show that is really Saturday Night Live and has a corner office with windows looking out across the city. Carrie Fisher looking amazing. Barbara Hershey melting my heart. The music. Oh, but the music. I have the soundtrack album on vinyl somewhere and haven&#8217;t\u00a0played it in a decade but the very opening notes of this trailer are bliss to me.<\/p>\n<p><iframe width=\"420\" height=\"315\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Qtgw38Yq2Qs?rel=0\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>At the time of release and the time of having that poster on my wall, I didn&#8217;t like Michael Caine in this film. There&#8217;s something just off, to me, something just a little forced. Now I think he&#8217;s okay but I&#8217;m not sure whether it&#8217;s because I&#8217;ve mellowed or because these days it&#8217;s Woody Allen who makes me uncomfortable.<\/p>\n<p>Nonetheless, the film sticks with me and I can see how it has influenced my writing. (My version of the <a href=\"http:\/\/amzn.to\/1hIn15R\">Wirrn in Doctor Who<\/a> is clearly a homage.) Its poetry sticks with me too. I mean that literally, there is &#8220;the poem on page 112&#8221;. Actually, quick aside, it&#8217;s also because of Woody Allen that I came to adore Emily Dickinson&#8217;s poetry: he has a collection of short prose called <a href=\"http:\/\/amzn.to\/WlUEkI\">Without Feathers<\/a> and I learnt that this was a reference to Dickinson&#8217;s line &#8220;Hope is the thing with feathers&#8221;. <\/p>\n<p>That one line buckles me.<\/p>\n<p>But here&#8217;s the e e cummings poem on page 112, with that beautiful music, with the bookshop, with rundown New York still looking great, with Barbara Hershey and, okay, with Michael Caine and some subtitles.<\/p>\n<p><iframe width=\"420\" height=\"315\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/YuJQ4gtedeM?rel=0\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Woody Allen regularly does that trick of dividing up the frame into slices by apparent chance of doorways and walls and shelves. It&#8217;s very intimate, somehow, it takes you into the characters when they&#8217;re isolated or here where Eliot is yearning for Lee.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m aware that I don&#8217;t appreciate film directors enough. It&#8217;s a kind of solidarity-based revenge for all the times directors ignore writers. And maybe you shouldn&#8217;t notice directors, maybe if you notice them then they have taken you out of the story. But there was one scene where I was so alert to the writing, the directing, the acting and the cinematography that I can still remember the pressure on my chest from the first time I saw it. It sounds tricksy: Hannah and her sisters are at a restaurant table and the camera must be on a circular dolly track very close by because it just orbits them. <\/p>\n<p>All three women \u2013 Barbara Hershey, Mia Farrow and Dianne Wiest \u2013 are talking. Naturally all have different issues and pressures, naturally they are all going to collide here. But the orbiting camera shows us one woman&#8217;s face in closeup and is then blocked by the back of another woman&#8217;s head. Then another face is revealed, another is hidden, over and over. And the effect is mesmerising. It&#8217;s these women hiding the truth and somehow losing that for moments, regaining composure for a moment, losing it again. You feel it building and building and yes, it&#8217;s all there on the page, it&#8217;s all in the script, but the combination of talents from writer through actor to cinematographer and director makes this infinitely stronger than any one of those could have done.<\/p>\n<p>And thanks to YouTube, here it is.<\/p>\n<p><iframe width=\"420\" height=\"315\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/H8voMtLCRnk?rel=0\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>And with half the film sliced up into clips there, I think I&#8217;m going to <a href=\"http:\/\/amzn.to\/1u5MOZM\">go watch it properly<\/a>. <\/p>\n<p>After all, it is my favourite film.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>That film poster was on my bedroom wall throughout the time I was a student. 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