{"id":3003,"date":"2023-02-24T07:55:00","date_gmt":"2023-02-24T07:55:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/?p=3003"},"modified":"2023-02-23T23:08:22","modified_gmt":"2023-02-23T23:08:22","slug":"i-was-young","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/2023\/02\/24\/i-was-young\/","title":{"rendered":"I was young"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Oh, come on, I&#8217;m a man: yes, it&#8217;s taken me 15 years to admit I was stupidly wrong about something, but you know men who will never admit it under any circumstances. Man, wrong, admitting it, that&#8217;s a Dear Diary moment for anyone.<\/p>\n<p>Although now I&#8217;m clearly just putting this off.<\/p>\n<p>Okay.<\/p>\n<p>Earlier this week I rewatched a 2008 episode of &#8220;Doctor Who&#8221; called &#8220;Midnight&#8221;. There was no reason, I just flicked past it in the lists, fancied it, watched it, and afterwards was still so wide-eyed into it that I couldn&#8217;t sit still. Couldn&#8217;t just think, you know, &#8220;cor&#8221; or something intelligent.<\/p>\n<p>I had to go say so online. Please explain to me why. I know you know because you&#8217;ve done it too, you&#8217;ve raced to enthuse about something but I&#8217;m not sure why we do it. When you&#8217;re a professional reviewer, sure, you want people to watch this wonderful thing you&#8217;ve just seen, especially if it&#8217;s not something they might watch anyway, but &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Oh.<\/p>\n<p>Speaking of being a professional reviewer&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>After I&#8217;d blathered away about how great this was, I still couldn&#8217;t sit still, so I read all I could about the episode online and unfortunately that included Wikipedia. It&#8217;s unfortunate because to my utter astonishment, <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Midnight_(Doctor_Who)\">Wikipedia quotes me<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>God, it would be wonderful if I opened Wikipedia to see the exact tweet I had just sent about how fantastic &#8220;Midnight&#8221; is. That would be full-on timey-wimey stuff. Instead, it was part-on timey-wimey, because it was quoting me from 2008 and words I&#8217;m sure are mine, but which I cannot recall writing.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;William Gallagher of Radio Times was generally positive about the episode,&#8221; says whoever edits Wikipedia, &#8220;but he said he would have &#8216;liked just a beat&#8217; more, just a tiny further step before the resolution; can&#8217;t even tell you what was missing but I needed one more stage in the journey&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>Clearly, I&#8217;ve just changed my mind since then and I shouldn&#8217;t really say that this means I was wrong then, or that I am therefore right now. But, truly, no messing, what I wrote back then was more than a different opinion, more than just a bit wrong, it was entirely and fully bullshit.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Midnight&#8221; is perfect and I can only wish I wrote scripts that well.<\/p>\n<p>What apparently seemed to me then to be fractionally too rushed an ending now seems like a brilliant deflating of the tension, and all the more brilliant because it does not forgive its characters for what they&#8217;ve done. <\/p>\n<p>It did that on a primetime terrestrial broadcast series that&#8217;s ostensibly aimed at families. It did it in an episode of a show that&#8217;s run for literally hundreds of episodes yet it took us somewhere new.<\/p>\n<p>I re-read <a href=\"http:\/\/leethomson.myzen.co.uk\/Doctor_Who\/Doctor_Who_4x10_-_Midnight.pdf\">the script<\/a> by Russell T Davies this morning. Even on the page, even as the page has to list deeply complicated overlapping dialogue, it is mesmerising.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fifteen years later, I admit I was wrong about a piece of writing <a href=\"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/2023\/02\/24\/i-was-young\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3002,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[178],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3003","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-selfdistract","has-featured-image"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2023\/02\/Midnight.png","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4chyI-Mr","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3003","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3003"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3003\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3005,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3003\/revisions\/3005"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3002"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3003"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3003"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3003"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}