{"id":2258,"date":"2020-04-03T07:03:34","date_gmt":"2020-04-03T07:03:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/?p=2258"},"modified":"2020-04-03T08:51:01","modified_gmt":"2020-04-03T08:51:01","slug":"i-pulled-my-finger-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/2020\/04\/03\/i-pulled-my-finger-out\/","title":{"rendered":"I pulled my finger out"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last week&#8217;s Self Distract was like a whine tasting. I won&#8217;t delete it because <a href=\"https:\/\/bit.ly\/2WLCY4Y\">it is true<\/a>, it is how I felt about my poor writing then and quite often, but it also ended with a call to action that I actually did. It told me to pull my finger out and do some writing.<\/p>\n<p>I did some writing. About four pages of script. Four pages in a week is not going to impress you, and nor is the fact that I still wasn&#8217;t doing it until I got prodded into it by a writing buddy. <\/p>\n<p>But, still, I wrote it and it is completely true that there is nothing I like more than being in script, writing in that form, thinking in that form. It&#8217;s my favourite form of writing, I like it even when it&#8217;s hard, and still I don&#8217;t do it enough. I can explain that now, though: I&#8217;m a writer, what can you do? <\/p>\n<p>Only, I can&#8217;t help thinking about how I did pull my finger out, yet I may also have stuck it in my ear. These are the strangest of days, the unhappiest of days, and yet so far I am in a position where I can choose to worry about whether or not I&#8217;m writing something. I don&#8217;t, as yet, need to be scared about my income, and I&#8217;m a freelancer, so there have been times when I have had to, when I know what that is truly like.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure I&#8217;ve ever done this before, but I want to <a href=\"http:\/\/deadlinesanddiamonds.blogspot.com\/2020\/03\/the-five-stages.html\">send you to another blog<\/a>, please. While I&#8217;ve been mostly in my own head all week, Lisa Holdsworth has been actually making a difference for freelance writers. She&#8217;s Chair of the Writers&#8217; Guild \u2013\u2013 I&#8217;m Deputy Chair and proud to work with her \u2013\u2013 and separately runs a blog about writing. It&#8217;s now got the most seductively enraged piece which takes you from calm to raging with her about what we need to do.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve long wanted to write like Lisa, sometimes I now just want to be her, too.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last week&#8217;s Self Distract was like a whine tasting. I won&#8217;t delete it because it is true, it is how &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/2020\/04\/03\/i-pulled-my-finger-out\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[178],"tags":[1576,1580,453,246,363,180],"class_list":["post-2258","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-selfdistract","tag-coronavirus","tag-lisa-holdsworth","tag-script","tag-writers","tag-writers-guild","tag-writing"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4chyI-Aq","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2258","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2258"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2258\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2260,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2258\/revisions\/2260"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2258"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2258"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/williamgallagher.com\/selfdistract\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2258"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}